FERVOR

Sometimes when we have plans, He has different plans. And I was right, my life was about to change-but not in the way that I expected. If it weren't for the supreme network of prayer warriors teaming up on my gramsicle and my momsicle, I don't know what would have happened. But everyone refused to let anything but the best happen for them and for all of the people that they bless in their life. So now, post-transplant, there is so much left to experience. So much left to give and receive. So many things to do with each other. And we've all embarked on this entirely new journey with new possibilities. It's unbelievable how my grandma has a completely new liver. Unfathomable, that every procedure went ridiculously well.

Aside from this miracle, I personally feel as if I am the most alive that I've been in my whole life right now. Not from one thing in particular, but a series of so many small but significant things (including my own choices) that have transformed my life in only 3 months. It seems like its been years since I was the girl that I used to know, and I never want to see her ever again. In the words of Imogen Heap, she's my bad body double. My alter ego. My flesh person. She peeks her head through every now and again but I'm stronger now and she doesn't stay for long. I feel as though a whole new phase of my life is starting...a new chapter. I've finally chosen to REALLY live and not just settle for the status quo and go through the motions. I know this year is just the jump-start to the best years of my life.

Fast starts monday. I fully expect great things to happen.