A MILLION LITTLE PIECES

Do you ever wonder to yourself.....Is my life as I know it about to shatter into a million tiny pieces and come crashing down on all the parts of me that I don't have together yet? I've found that I have been asking myself that question alot lately. There's only one more day until the transplant. It crept up on me faster than I had ever anticipated. One of those things that you always thought about as "one day in the future". Everything seems normal now. But what is going to become normal for me in the next week? Or month? Maybe everything will go miraculously well. But maybe it won't. Even when the things that you have spent ample amounts of time preparing yourself for finally arrive...the preparation is never enough for the actual experience of it. I guess preparation is actually going through it, and in turn that experience will become the preparation for another experience in the future. Alot of preparations, and a lot of experiences, but it makes sense in my head